well today has been pretty good just been really stressed out about my photography class and getting ready for my lifeguard test i mean once i look back on this all i just worried my self for nothing but it just really sucks training for it and i just am not liking my school secdual and i rather be in a normal college then a stupid community college i sometimes need to take a break from Chicago I've been here my whole life and just nothing ever changes my friends, school, area, just the people i mean wow just too much going on i just need the world to stop for 30 minuets then it can do what it wants i just need to get out of Chicago i mean don't get me wrong i love my hometown it's just time to move on and see something eals for a change and live the actual college life live in a dorm and be surrounded by people that will talk to one another rather then everyone weirding out if you talk to them it's so stupid!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to go to Illinois college in Jacksonville Illinois i liked the campus and the atmosphere just felt like home but NO my teacher never helped us with anything and also i didn't take it as serious but school in general is a joke just to be graded on memorization and not skill what a bunch of bull dam i am so hungry i just want to go home and chill on the couch and relax with my dog aug at least science is not that bad i actually like that class well I am going to go somewhere

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